I am 34 years old. I am married and I have 3 children. I consider myself the forgotten child.
I wasn't always the good child between my brother and myself. I was unruly, disrespectful, mouthy, and a little harsh to handle as a child. I give my parents all the recognition they deserve for putting up with me back then. With that being said, it was because of their guidance and patience during that time, that I grew up and into the hard working, dedicated and compassionate individual that I have. I know how to take care of myself, of my family and of others. I think because I am now the "good child" and have become the "forgotten child".
I'm sure it's easy for my parents to think, "She's such a hardworking and resilient woman, she's fine." But the fact of the matter is, I'm not. I struggle daily to maintain face. I work 2 jobs. Take care of 3 kids, work out, clean the house, cook the meals, pay the bills, support my husband in all his ups and downs, and do my best to maintain a social life so I dont completely lose it... I AM LOSING IT.
I am the person who carries the weight of all the world's problems plus my own on my shoulders. I feel the break coming. How do I push through? Who do I have to turn to, besides myself? When is it ok for me to ask for help or to have a day in distress? Do moms get to have those?
